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  Ok Ok! I know I just posted something, but I feel like a blogging machine right now! Sorry about the title but I was too impatient to think of anything because I wanted to get right to the meat and potatoes of this post! So tomorrow is the first day of school. I'm actually pretty excited! I've got some good classes set up this year. This probably is boring for you to read, so I'll add something exciting in. In my previous post, I introduced to a guy who I'll be referring to as Mark. I recently watched the movie Yentl and I kept thinking "How relatable!" except I'm not disguised as a man or Jewish and I can't sing like Barbra Striesand... ok so maybe not that relatable. But anyways I was thinking about how things can get so complicated so quickly! I mean poor Barbra just wanted to learn and share her knowledge with the world during a time when woman were thought of as uncapable to even think. But she didn't let that stop her. Too bad she couldn't even make it to the academy she hoped to attend before meeting a handsome young man who she fell madly in love with. But to this man, she was a boy. She was his friend, never anything more. If she were to reveal herself as a woman he could loe her but he would never be able to think of her as a person with thoughts. As a woman, to him, she would be stupid. The fact of the matter is: She was brilliant! Sometimes it seems impossible to tell a man the real story. As it was for Barbra. She knew his feelings and yet she still couldn't sleep at night for he was running through her head. Things can get complicated so fast. One minute you're friends and you're cautioned about the consequences of liking each other. It would change everything. Things would never be the same. Barbra's character knew this and yet she still followed her heart and revealed herself to the man of her dreams. Sometimes it's ok if things get complicated. Sometimes it's ok to watch as things pan out and fix themselves. And sometimes it's ok to follow your heart and work your ass off for what you believe in, no matter how complicated things may seem.

BIG NEWS!

      I know that I have been lacking in my duties as a blogger. The truth is there weren't too many things going on... until now! I have encountered a romantic experience! Ok it may not be too dramatic. But I met someone who is really nice. GRRR! I drive myself crazy. I'm trying to playit cool but ever word in every text message gets analyzed in my head. The truth is, he's amazingly sweet and makes me feel really good. The only problem: not too sure how much the feelings are reciprocated. But, WHAT THE HELL?, I'm going for it. We have a lot in common and we talk all the time. In my blog posts I will refer to this mystery man with a psuedonym, how about Mark? That sounds good. You might be thinking "Geesh, if he's so great why not give him some extravagant name Colleen?" And my answer to that would be: He doesn't need an over-the-top psuedonym because he is already amazing. And then you might ask yourself "Well if he's so amazing, why don't you just say who he is?" And my answer to this inquiry would be: 'Cuz I'm posting this link to Facebook, stupid! And everyone I know doesn't have to know the subject of my affections... Wow that sounded creepy...
     SOOO.... I need help with this! I have no clue what I'm doing! If anyone out in cyber-world is actually reading this, I would appreciate some advice. This post is a plea for help! Except I do hope "Mark" will overlook the posting of this link on Facebook and will not read this.... Oh my! I really didn't think this through! Oh well, I don't feel like going back on it now. Post a comment below if you have any fantastic ideas to help me through this. I'm completely lost. Thanks! :D